I found this poem on another church planter's wife's blog, so fitting and thought I would share...
I want to scream “This is not what I signed up for”
He gently reminds me I
surrendered my all to Him.
I feel hurt, forsaken, alone.
He brings
scripture to my mind about Him never leaving me.
I want to run,
I am not
sure if I want to run away from the life I have
Or run to Him begging for
understanding.
To whom much is given, much is expected.
He gave His all
for me,
But I do not want to give Him my time.
My mouth speaks words
of being willing to be uncomfortable for Him.
My heart fills with anger the
moment something becomes out of place in my perfect world.
The words He
speaks to me seem contradictory.
He reminds me His plan is perfect.
I
muster up the strength to tell Him I am willing
He tells me He knew I would
be
I am humbled
He leads me to the path I will walk down
With my hand
in His, together we take the first steps.
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